The moment you realize you care more about the outcome than about the process, is the moment you have to reassess how you spend your time.
If getting likes is more important than taking pictures.
If cashing the bonus is more important than the work you do.
If growing your audience is more important than writing.
If being acclaimed is more important than what you have to say.
If hitting the goal is more important than how you get to hit it.
That is the right time to look at the second half of your sentence, and honestly answer the question: “Am I enjoying that?”.
Most likely, you have mistaken a dopamine hit for actual pleasure and accomplishment.
It can happen, and you can do something about it.